Experience at the Oneness University August 2007.
About two years ago I had already heard about this organization. At the time I was connected to a group of critical, integral scientists. We all felt mixed feelings around the phenomenon, since we picked up on some people who went trough the process and where dysfunctional for some time. But I did remember the warmth, enthusiasm and heart opening I felt when meeting one woman who just returned from India. Several times afterwards I looked at the website of the Oneness University. The whole thing did not leave my mind. But I only looked.
But it was only when I attended a teleconference with Kiara Windrider, and subsequently read his book that I really got interested. The energy I felt combined with some remarks in Kiara's book about the endless search for liberation without success that touched me deeply. I decided to join some events where people gave the Oneness Blessing. The first one I will never forget. I felt such a warmth, joy and sense of contentment coming over me, a feeling that stayed with me the whole night when I was sleeping and the next day. The following weeks in the spring of 2007 I went to several more events, talked with blessing givers and pretty soon decided to do the 21 day process. After doing the introduction weekend that is required before going to India, I could already feel shifts happening. A little more happiness in my life and especially on a physical level some unrest in my digestive system.
The 21 day process.
The course, a program especially for Dutch and Belgium started at August 2. We where with about 50 people, varying in age from about 25 till 60, some more women then men. The first week or so I had some minor problems with diarrhea, which ended after I took a few pills to stop it. For the rest of the three weeks my digestion was somewhat stagnated. For the rest I felt pretty good throughout the program, physically and emotionally. I seriously picked up the suggested silence, and pretty much did not talk for those three weeks, which was a very nice and rare opportunity to keep looking on what was happening in me. The few times that I did talk to other people I could see how easy it is to pick up other people's “stuff”. And the interesting thing was that I would only get approached when I was in some internal conflict, like the time when I saw almost everybody socializing and wondered if I was taking the whole thing to serious. That night I was approached by a woman who asked me about my silence, and liked it on the one hand but questioned weather I was not distancing myself from the group. We talked about it for some time, but only the next day did I realize that it was just my own confusion that she mirrored back to me. So, after that realization I stepped back into the silence, that I only left after the initiation session that took place about five days before the course was finished. It was wonderful!
Transformations.
The content of the process was a very well balanced set of lectures, combined with group meditations and sessions where the oneness energy would be transferred trough a blessing. The teachers (called Dasa's: the Indian word for monk or nun) where all young people of around thirty years. They really impressed me. Great teachers, good public speakers, well educated in the subjects they talked about and most of all: they did walk their talk. They where approachable, full of humor, human in the sense that they openly talked about their learnings and mistakes and really embodying oneness consciousness. This was especially felt during sessions where they transmitted the Oneness Blessing, either directly or from distance.
The teachings where except a few areas, which I will mention further in this article a pretty complete covering of the essential personal development curriculum. We talked about sub-personalities, persistent patterns in our lives, family stuff, spiritual ideas, the working of the mind, beliefs we have about ourselves, relationships, stages of development and more.
What struck me the most was the fact that every time the teachers seemed to masterfully pinpoint the essence in every area. And when, later in the day we would do a blessing or a group meditation, I could normally feel that I was releasing some issues. I started jawing, and felt energetic shifts happening in my body. And at different times I would sleep quite some time during the breaks, also a sign of healing and transformation. We all slept a lot anyway.
When we talked about relationships I became very aware of the fact that I felt regularly that people where intruding on my space. So I would move, and the person that was doing this, would afterwards also move... closer to me again. Until I realized a pattern again, looked at it, and could drop it afterwards. Nobody seemed to bother me afterwards.
In the first half of the course I got more and more fixated on some of the beautiful women in the group. Sexual fantasies abounded. Again, after some time, I decided to look at this, discovered that I was playing with the flirtation that was happening without words, and decided to drop it. Afterwards this much less bothered me.
So in this sense, every day would bring something to explore for myself, followed by some release after a session with a blessing. I have worked on these issues for many years, but this course seems to reach deeper levels of my being.
The Initiation and the work.
Five days before the end of the course we received an initiation. I caught myself afterwards a bit disappointed: I still expected a big liberation experience, although the teachers warned us not to look for this. But later on during the day, while giving my first series of blessings to the other people in our group, I felt an enormous flow of energy go trough my body. I felt like in heaven. So this was it: by giving the energy through blessing others I would feel great too! A strong incentive to give many blessings! This is the work of bringing oneness in my life and also spread it in the world.
Afterwards.
After the course I first spent a week in Auroville, and other spiritual community in the south of India. I was there with a few others from the group. I could see that my interaction with them was different that what I knew from before. I saw quicker when I would lean on people or they would do that with me. Games we played before became transparent and could be dropped. Back home I noticed the same: there was something distinctively different when meeting people. It seemed I was stronger, more centered, and less inclined to just be the nice guy and go with whatever would happen, like I would do before. (I'm a Pisces!)
And I felt a growing sense of warmth, enthusiasm and contentment in myself. A joy for life that I had not known for ages is pretty much present every day. And the feelings of underlying sadness, lack of purpose and emotional numbness seemed to be pretty much gone. It seems easier to enjoy life and being with others.
And it is also absolutely great to give people the Oneness Blessing. I can feel a strong sensation of energy going trough my body, and feel that by giving I also receive. Before doing the 21 days process, I felt energized by attending a Oneness Blessing event. Now I feel double energized and happy afterwards.
I am very grateful for this, and am so glad I took this journey, and hope I can keep growing into this direction of inner joy, contentment and energetic vitality that is with me at the moment of writing this.
Questions.
As I mentioned before, the teachings felt pretty complete. I did however not hear much about the great insights of modern western psychology: family psychology and projection mechanisms, which felt like a weak spot. In this sense the course did follow the line of most spiritual teachings, which do not cover these essential areas very well. I also missed any mentioning about evolution of consciousness as brought forward in modern integral thinking. Examples of this can be found in the work of people like Ken Wilber, Spiral Dynamics (Don Beck), and evolutionary thinkers like Barbara Marx Hubbard (Conscious Evolution). This makes me suspect that the growth process from the Oneness process will do what the name say: bring me more into oneness, or non-dual consciousness. And not necessarily help me evolve towards higher stages of development. This subtle but essential distinction is referred to as the Wilber-Combs-Lattice. (See Ken Wilber, Integral Spirituality; p.p. 84 – 102). I think including some of the integral evolutionary teachings will be essential in order to achieve the goal that the Oneness University has set in helping to liberate humanity, and open the doors for an golden age. Either by going to these teachers yourself, or by incorporating it in the curriculum of the Oneness University. (see www.integralinstitute.org , www.spiraldynamics.org and www.evolve.org for more on this subject)
Cult or not?
After I got back, I also got involved in some discussions around the Oneness University, as maybe being a new dangerous, money sucking cult. I have not seen anything like this myself. On the contrary: the fact that during the process we where told that the special visit (darshan) to the founders of the Oneness University Sri Baghawan and Sri Amma would not take place since they wanted to modernize the teachings and wanted to make it accessible to mainstream people as well as guru followers impressed me. It makes me feel this is a very mature and intelligent organization.
Thie only thing I could come up with is a transparency of the finances of the Oneness University.
The ambition of this movement is big when looking at the words. But when walking past the giant Oneness temple that is being built at one of the sites right now, I realized every day that it is not only words, but something that is put into reality right here, right now.
And being part of that makes my heart glow and makes the future seem brighter than before.
These people walk their talk and I am walking with them....
for more information visit www.onenessuniversity.org and see if you can visit one of the oneness blessing events in your part of the world.
Thierry M. de Wijn
director Institute for Conscious Evolution
Netherlands
www.consciousevolution.eu
thierry@bewuste-evolutie.net